Self Reliazation

Who am I?

To tell you the truth and I can’t exaggerate it more, I am not superman or batman or spider man or any other superhero who likes to wear the tight uncomfortable clothes. I am just a normal human being living a normal life, though I am sure people who know me well will have slightly different feelings on me being normal. To tell the truth, I don’t know how other people see me, but I see myself as an energetic, slightly adventurous, sometimes patient, sometimes lazy and quite a helpful guy. So to sum it up I am a little of everything, the good and the bad.

Where am I in my life?

 This one’s a little bit tricky. I am in the stage of my life where I am quite confused of what am I doing but also quite sure what I want to do. I want to do something for my future and mold it right now so that tomorrow will be a bright and sunny day even though today is a gloomy one. And I don’t want destiny or any other thing decide my future either, I want to do it in my own accord. I can’t say right now what I will be in the future exactly, but I am sure of what I want to be doing right now.

Why am I doing this assignment?

The reason I am doing this assignment is mostly because as a student I am obliged to do the work that my teacher gives me and also because if I don’t do it I may end up in some sort of trouble. Well if I have to tell the truth the second reason is the most apparent one I think. I also think we do these assignments because we learn a lot from them, whether it’s academic learning or anything other than that. It also helps me figure out my strong points and weak points and also a way to tackle them so as to eliminate them and make myself even more stronger and wiser all in the same time.

What am I going to be in 5 yrs and in 21 yrs?

In 5 years time I would like to be where everybody would like to be, at the top. Not at the top of the building or anything, but at the top of the thing that I do. I want to be the very best at the thing I do. I at least want to leave my mark on the world even if it’s a small one. And now, where do I see myself in 21 years time, now this is a little bit seeing too far in the future. I know planning for your future is good and everything but for me thinking what I would be doing after 21 years is a little bit too far in the future. But still, if I had to think of it I would probably want to be the one who everybody looks up to and probably owner of a company or so where everybody would call me as THE BOSS.

What is that I have to develop in myself to be what I should be I the next 5 yrs and 21 yrs?

The things that I need to develop to get to the point I want to be in the 5 years and 21 years time, there are many many things. So many in fact that if I start listing them out it will surely lead me to write a novel and not just one novel, it would probably be a complete volume of novels. So I will just list some of them right now. One of the things is the way that I perceive things whether it’s a positive one or a negative one. When I receive a positive comment I tend to get the feeling that I am the best and receiving a negative comment makes me want to kick the commenter on the face. This is one of the things I want to change. I also want to remove the lazy part of me. Mainly because I want to finish my task in time and not one day before the dead line, also because my mother always shouts at me for being that lazy. What can you say, I have a caring mother.

How serious am I to achieve the goal of my life?

I will have to admit before 2 years I was not so serious in anything mainly study. But now I have an understanding of why I am doing it & for whom and now I have an idea of how I should act. So right now I will have to say that I am dead serious in what I am doing. Even if sometimes I might seem to be carefree but I actually am serious even if just a little.